What the hell am i saying?!

"Lachrymal, See" by Nikki
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Depths of musings,
After myriads of bliss,
Crossing abysm of graving,
Sorrow, gall.
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Sweet nothings flutter,
depart the path it enters,
For a thought was a thought,
Prior what said.
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Intrados across the nation,
Embankments amidst it’s reign,
Banters of immense empathy,
Aptitude, aloof pain.
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Yet hollow,
Enounce the said,
Beyond ranges,
Past sight not seen.
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Walk no further,
Halt, your steps,
Lift no finger,
For no purpose rests.