What the hell am i saying?!

"I Will Love You" By Eric Lazo

I love you until the end of my days.
I love you as the ages pass me by.
I love you 'till my soul is shattered.
I love you until I am consumed by you.
I love you with every fiber of my being.
I love you through any trial.
I love you until God tells me to stop.
I love you as I love nobody else.
I love you above my own family.
I love you even as I abhore myself.
I love you even if you don't love me.
This is my pledge of love to you.
Hold it in your heart in eternity
or until this pledge be broken.
For I will love you, even if I killed you...