Sunday, March 16, 2008

I am fucked. Fucked beyond reason. I am lost. Lost in a sea of torment...a sea of mine own creation. All hope lost. But then a glimmer. Hope may not be lost.. Company surrounding. Slowly but surely making my way out of there.. But i got greedy.. I got selfish.. I ask for more than what is given. My expectations exceed what was duly given. And selfish does not even begin to describe it. And one slip up...I bring the whole team down. I destroy what grace was bestowed on me..on us... Regret, Sorrow, Torment... Once again I am in their clutches. Forever slave to their tortures. And again i find myself...fucked and lost..


im real sorry guys... and sorry doesnt even cut it...